No rashes, no shortness of breath, but a very fast heartbeat that I could feel pounding even in my feet. My pulse was running 110-120 most of the day and I was shaking like a leaf in the wind.
Today is better. My mom and I both had appointments in Johnson City today. I went to my Allergy office and she went to the Eye surgery center. She is having pain and watering in her eye and blurred vision, but we expect that to be better very soon. Pray for her to be able to see well again!
Today is our wedding anniversary. It is an unusual one - we usually try to celebrate by going out of town, but this year will be just a quiet night at home.
I haven't been able to get much information from my disability insurance - they are waiting for my physicians to send in paperwork. We are trusting God to provide for our needs, and so far he had done a super job of that! It is very hard for a person who needs to be in control of everything to let go and live on faith, but I have developed a peace that I never had in the past. My favorite verse was always "consider the lilies" - now I can say it absolutely is the truth.
I know my grammar is most likely driving some of you insane - sorry. Right now I am just putting out my thoughts and feelings with no attempt at proper grammar. Maybe I can get a volunteer editor??? (Hint - hint: to the cousin who is studying to teach).
New American Standard Bible (©1995)
"Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; but I tell you, not even Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these.
King James Bible
Consider the lilies how they grow: they toil not, they spin not; and yet I say unto you, that Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.